Millions said:Yes. Yes you do. Don't torture yourself over it. If he calls he calls...if you decided to call him then go for it. You need something to keep busy to stop thinking about it.
...like...uh...pottery, drawing, games or taking nudes and posting them here. You know...fun stuff.
i've been having this problem all summer. i couldn't find a job. so i have nothing to do with my time. and im always bored. so im always thinking.