I was divorced 5 1/2 years ago otherwise today would have been my 9th wedding anniversary. My ex is an alcoholic who has varrying degress of success and failure with AA, I haven't spoken with him since November, and even then he was struggling.
Today I get this email from him:
And now he wants to call and talk with me tonight. Now, at first I was kinda weirded out because I figure it's time to let go, and time to stop celebrating the ghosts of what could have been, that's not healthy, but now I'm kinda freaked out thinking that he could be drinking again and at his last wit... what if he's thinking of something drastic?
This is kinda creepy....
Today I get this email from him:
I just wanted to take a moment on this day to thank you. Thank you for being you. Thank you for sharing part of your life with me. Thank you for being the exact right person at the exact right time. Thank you for teaching me more about love. Thank you for letting me go when I needed to find the pain I needed. Thank you for being a friend to me when I needed one. Thank you.
And now he wants to call and talk with me tonight. Now, at first I was kinda weirded out because I figure it's time to let go, and time to stop celebrating the ghosts of what could have been, that's not healthy, but now I'm kinda freaked out thinking that he could be drinking again and at his last wit... what if he's thinking of something drastic?
This is kinda creepy....