I’ve been monitoring what my heart is doing when my oxygen saturation drops. It used to hit north of 130 BPM when sat dropped, now it rarely hits 80 BPM when my sat is below 80%. That’s not good. Takes forever to “recover”, and “recovery” isn’t exactly what I’d call it anyway.
The rate of decline. I’ve said it before I’m sure, but man. The last week has been something to behold. I’m pretty sure I’ve had at least three minor heart attacks in the past week and the only thing that bugs me about them is they haven’t been strong enough to take me out. WTF I’m pretty wimpy right now, come at me.
I’m trying NOT to give up, but yesterday I set a new personal record for THC edible intake (over 90 mg THC) and have lifted my personal limits on opioid intake too. Fuck it. If it’s within the instructions, I’m taking it when needed. I’ve been underdosing all along and the doctor/nurse/me conference the other day convinced me to up my intake a little.
I really can’t see. I hope that’s doesn’t say blrgtynakied