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Immigrant said:
There used to be a thing I’d hear at AA meetings, and it was true. If you think you’ve finally reached “your bottom”, don’t be too surprised when you sink more and find that there are more “bottoms” to reach. They were right. It applies to other stuff too.

I get a little worse daily. Maybe even a LOT worse. I’ve pretty much regimen up up on keeping my drug intake “normal” and am going to take whatever combo gets me relief, or close to relief. Jesus. It’s getting pretty bad. I’ve had a lot of incidents lately where my heart rate does not increase as my saturation drops (already mentioned?) and that’s super annoying. I’m starting to overheat at times, or at least the top half of me does but my feet are like icicles. There is no comfort.

Running out of air now is super uncomfortable. And a massive headache accompanies every breathing crisis now. The liquid morphine helps considerably after 10-15 minutes, so thank goodness for that.

Ive got an info packet on the way from the outfit that is disposing of my remains. I made sure my son has their contact info just in case I go before the packet arrives. They are inexpensive, efficient, and guarantee they come anytime 24/7 when called to come fetch the body. That’s important to me. I want my son to get on with it as soon as I’m gone and not sweat the small stuff.

Thanks for letting me vent here. More later? Who the fuck knows.
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You do whatever you want. It's not like we're going to get you back after you pass.
 
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Immigrant said:
There used to be a thing I’d hear at AA meetings, and it was true. If you think you’ve finally reached “your bottom”, don’t be too surprised when you sink more and find that there are more “bottoms” to reach. They were right. It applies to other stuff too.

I get a little worse daily. Maybe even a LOT worse. I’ve pretty much regimen up up on keeping my drug intake “normal” and am going to take whatever combo gets me relief, or close to relief. Jesus. It’s getting pretty bad. I’ve had a lot of incidents lately where my heart rate does not increase as my saturation drops (already mentioned?) and that’s super annoying. I’m starting to overheat at times, or at least the top half of me does but my feet are like icicles. There is no comfort.

Running out of air now is super uncomfortable. And a massive headache accompanies every breathing crisis now. The liquid morphine helps considerably after 10-15 minutes, so thank goodness for that.

Ive got an info packet on the way from the outfit that is disposing of my remains. I made sure my son has their contact info just in case I go before the packet arrives. They are inexpensive, efficient, and guarantee they come anytime 24/7 when called to come fetch the body. That’s important to me. I want my son to get on with it as soon as I’m gone and not sweat the small stuff.

Thanks for letting me vent here. More later? Who the fuck knows.
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Just to confirm, he has an account here or your password, right?
 
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Just to confirm, he has an account here or your password, right?
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Yes. It’s super easy for him because I only have a small handful of “social” accounts.

I know it sounds kind of clingy, but you guys have become kind of important to my daily thing for the last few years. Especially the past year. I’ve been in the house, with no real contact with anyone except my son and occasional neighbor pop over. Family texting, and here. I have a small handful of in person friends, quality has become more important as I aged.

I can tell people here are quality and I wouldn’t mind having you as neighbors.
 
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Immigrant said:
Yes. It’s super easy for him because I only have a small handful of “social” accounts.

I know it sounds kind of clingy, but you guys have become kind of important to my daily thing for the last few years. Especially the past year. I’ve been in the house, with no real contact with anyone except my son and occasional neighbor pop over. Family texting, and here. I have a small handful of in person friends, quality has become more important as I aged.

I can tell people here are quality and I wouldn’t mind having you as neighbors.
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Shit aint clingy at all. We enjoy your company, and it seems like you enjoy ours.

Gotta remember, most of us have know people here longer than almost all our IRL friends. Ive known some of the folks here for almost half my life.

tl;dr, internet friends are better than real life friends.
 
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Immigrant said:
Yes. It’s super easy for him because I only have a small handful of “social” accounts.

I know it sounds kind of clingy, but you guys have become kind of important to my daily thing for the last few years. Especially the past year. I’ve been in the house, with no real contact with anyone except my son and occasional neighbor pop over. Family texting, and here. I have a small handful of in person friends, quality has become more important as I aged.

I can tell people here are quality and I wouldn’t mind having you as neighbors.
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Not clingy at all. These weirdos are my oldest friends and have known me longer than anyone. We're all sort of attached and that includes you now you fucker.
 
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Dory Berkowitz-Bukowski said:
Not sure they need ephigies on pornhub in the same way as here dude.
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Even the history part is silly - I dont think porn sites work that way. maybe a favorites list. Just the concept of your kid going through your accounts, discovering you were living a dual life like J.Edgar Hoover. Honestly, I can't picture immi in woman's clothing. I always picture him as a little pirate dude wearing assless britches, swinging between ships on a rope, his sword in his teeths. AARGH!!
 
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Even the history part is silly - I dont think porn sites work that way. maybe a favorites list. Just the concept of your kid going through your accounts, discovering you were living a dual life like J.Edgar Hoover. Honestly, I can't picture immi in woman's clothing. I always picture him as a little pirate dude wearing assless britches, swinging between ships on a rope, his sword in his teeths. AARGH!!
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I dunno, I can see him in some bondage gear being dominated like a little bitch and loving every second ;)
 
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Immigrant said:
I know it sounds kind of clingy, but you guys have become kind of important to my daily thing for the last few years. Especially the past year. I’ve been in the house, with no real contact with anyone except my son and occasional neighbor pop over. Family texting, and here. I have a small handful of in person friends, quality has become more important as I aged.

I can tell people here are quality and I wouldn’t mind having you as neighbors.
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Fuck that. You're good people.

Hell, you post a pic you like of yourself I'll make sure "you"re on the inaugural boat ride.
 
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Domon said:
Shit aint clingy at all. We enjoy your company, and it seems like you enjoy ours.

Gotta remember, most of us have know people here longer than almost all our IRL friends. Ive known some of the folks here for almost half my life.

tl;dr, internet friends are better than real life friends.
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You guys have irl friends?
 
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Dory Berkowitz-Bukowski said:
I dunno, I can see him in some bondage gear being dominated like a little bitch and loving every second ;)
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Hey, I did mention some assless britches. I left out the part of him blasting between ships on an assblast of seaman.

Officially, his title would be, "First Mate" ;) @fly wants to be him when he grow up :)

Love you immi baba. Fucker!! :)
 
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Immigrant said:
There used to be a thing I’d hear at AA meetings, and it was true. If you think you’ve finally reached “your bottom”, don’t be too surprised when you sink more and find that there are more “bottoms” to reach. They were right. It applies to other stuff too.

I get a little worse daily. Maybe even a LOT worse. I’ve pretty much regimen up up on keeping my drug intake “normal” and am going to take whatever combo gets me relief, or close to relief. Jesus. It’s getting pretty bad. I’ve had a lot of incidents lately where my heart rate does not increase as my saturation drops (already mentioned?) and that’s super annoying. I’m starting to overheat at times, or at least the top half of me does but my feet are like icicles. There is no comfort.

Running out of air now is super uncomfortable. And a massive headache accompanies every breathing crisis now. The liquid morphine helps considerably after 10-15 minutes, so thank goodness for that.

Ive got an info packet on the way from the outfit that is disposing of my remains. I made sure my son has their contact info just in case I go before the packet arrives. They are inexpensive, efficient, and guarantee they come anytime 24/7 when called to come fetch the body. That’s important to me. I want my son to get on with it as soon as I’m gone and not sweat the small stuff.

Thanks for letting me vent here. More later? Who the fuck knows.
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im so sorry for your pain. I cannot say this enough. I wish you nothing but peace my friend.
I can send you some titty pics to ease your pain.. (Nuke's not mine)

can we do anything for you or your son?
 
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Immigrant said:
Yes. It’s super easy for him because I only have a small handful of “social” accounts.

I know it sounds kind of clingy, but you guys have become kind of important to my daily thing for the last few years. Especially the past year. I’ve been in the house, with no real contact with anyone except my son and occasional neighbor pop over. Family texting, and here. I have a small handful of in person friends, quality has become more important as I aged.

I can tell people here are quality and I wouldn’t mind having you as neighbors.
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we love you! im so grateful you've shared this with us. As painful as this all is Im grateful for you.
 
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TuhMollie said:
im so sorry for your pain. I cannot say this enough. I wish you nothing but peace my friend.
I can send you some titty pics to ease your pain.. (Nuke's not mine)

can we do anything for you or your son?
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Nah we’re cool but thanks. Thanks for thinking about titties too.
 
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