Not happy with who I am currently, nor what I am doing currently. Hence the move to change things up. America fucked me up. Too much stuff here that I hate, such as capitalism, commercialism, narcissism, and superficiality to name a few. Yeah I know those things exist else where but fucking hell they are everywhere here. I can't stand the mass population here. Constantly surrounded by people who don't give a fuck about you or anyone else. Even people who get a kick out of fucking with other people. It's like everyone here acts like there are good and happy, but in reality they all hate themselves and actively pursue making other people miserable so they can feel better know that someone else is either worse off, or at least the same as they are.
I actually want to get the fuck out of mainstream society no matter the country. I would absolutely love to go live in the wilderness. Build a homestead out in the middle of nowhere and live off the land. But alas I made commitments to my wife and child which leaves me stuck having to live around other people.