I love and miss my gramma ever single day.
She uses to give me her expensive Jewls and trinkets when she was alive and I still have them and hold them dear to me... however... after she died she left me pretty much everything including her home.
It's been pure hell for me as I want absolutely nothing of hers. All her belongings after her death have creeped me out. I can't even touch them.
I settled the estate last April and the home is 100% in my name (and kikos) and all I want to do is get rid of her shit and burn what's left over.
I don't really know why I feel this way but my whole family thinks I'm nuts. I've offered EVERYTHING I can to relatives and want nothing to do with what is left over.
I just feel super creeped out like I can still smell her scent in her belongings. They make me feel itchy and uncomfortable
I think I tried to explain this before and
@helenabear and I had a good chat over it as she felt the opposite after her mama passed away before Christmas.
My parents make me feel so bad about this
My mom has a pillow case her grandma crochet when I was little and I lived it when my great gramma was alive but now it grosses me out and I toss it in the floor if I see it