Someone on another board said I should come home, tell my boyfriend how crap I feel and ask him to run me a nice bath.
I got home to him jamming in the basement a friend so I tidied the living room, kitchen, bathroom and then tidied and rearranged my bedroom and office. Only took me 2 hours but I felt better afterwards. Now my mother just bought me my laptop so I'm going to watch shit TV to feel even better.
Nah but I let him jam, no point in trying to distract a very focused man. I feel a lot more mental wellbeing having sorted out my bedroom, it was a depressing state and now it's kinda nice and I put on some lemon incense to make it smell less moldy.
I think I'm gonna make him scrub the bath before he runs one for me though.