let's talk about dreams

I managed to get through it on Monday Keeks. I went home and was barely able to hold a conversation and I managed to stay up til 11.30pm.

I'm benig coaxed into going to another party this weekend down in Bristol though, and I have no money left after no weekend but I do have some speed left.


Decisions!
 
I never get fully strung out these days, when I was 16 I partied 24/7 for weeks/months on end but these days it's the occasional weekend. I had quite a frank talk with my older brother yesterday about my drinking which upset me a bit but he's far too anti-drinking cos he was brought up by an alcoholic step dad. He doesn't understand the fun.

I figure if I don't give up drinking etc. in the next few years I will do when I have kids anyway. :)