first of all YOU FUCKING SLAYED!!!!!
second of all, it’s all in the brush. trust.
pick up powder on brush
always tap off excess
and work from the lash line out/up
constantly blending - working your way up
do a little at a time, depending on the brand you use, some will be more pigmented than others
i dab it on my eye lid and start blending
if you feel it’s too much, wipe off and start again till you achieve the look you want.
but i think you did an amazing job babe
edit: hold your eye closed with one finger on the corner and open your other eye to see