lol! I remember all of it now. It was patchy when I was much younger.
Like, when I was really young to about 15, I always had freaky flashbacks, (but I didn't know they were flashbacks). And at 15, I was confessing to my Aunt that I sometimes feel crazy because I get these weird ass visions & trippy dreams. She was all freaked out & silent. She told me what happened when I was 3. It was also her purse with the stash. She was my babysitter. I was just relieved that I wasn't schizophrenic.
So, all my younger years, I'd have these "memories" of shit like, Ted Nugent screaming at me beside my hospital bed, nurses strapping me down & giving me shots, my mom crying & being yelled at to leave the room, my dad sinking into the floor like it was no big deal, the green men that covered every single surface of my parent's bedroom, but were fun as hell, etc etc
Fun times