Bubbles said:Yeah, looks like everyone's better at this than I am. I didn't really want to talk about this here. I'm not sure how I let so much get online so quickly, but there's nothing I can do now.
I understand what your saying Thorn. I don't think I would categorize myself as desperate.....that kind of sounds harsh. But, I get what your saying about being an entire person. You all have to remember what I grew up with too. It is very hard to have my mother and grandmother telling me three times a week that I'm getting fat and old. I guess hearing those things alot does make a woman desperate.
bubbles.. i think we're in similiar situations.. and it does suck. I havent figured out how yet, but i'm trying to enjoy my life by myself. Figuring out what I WANT.. what makes ME happy.
i feel like its pointless also, but i have goals to strive for. When i do meet that someone that will fill that void then it'll be wonderful
until that time, i'll improve my life and stature and i'll have more to offer that perfect person for me.