we are but flawed at various levels
Thread This just in! Cats suck massholes. Film @ 11.
- Thread starter Petunia
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Darth Handsome
Not Nearly as Handsome as Advertised.
That's been my favorite saying lately.
It's been a week she hasn't eaten anything. We feed her with a syringe, but she throws up.
She's become dizzier and dizzier because of toxins and hunger. They feed her through IV, along with vitamins and other stuff.
On friday I took her from the vet and we went home. We spent some time together, she even slept next to me like she used to. She doesn't have the energy to wake me up 5 times at night though. This is not my Meerkat. This is an empty shell of my girl. She's become nothing but skin and bones.
Macmac used to fear her, because she was an Amazon warrior of a cat. Full pshyco. You could read murder from her eyes. Now, Meerkat fears her. She wants to be left alone most of the time, inside a closet. I know this is the instinct to go and die somewhere remote.
Doc says it's too early to put her to sleep. We'll have tests on friday, and I will have to decide what to do when the result are in. I don't think she'll be here with me the next week.
nukes
I Eat Buttholes Raw
Just got a phone call. Her body temp started decreasing. My ex gf is closer to the vet than me. She's going to take her home and apply hot water bottles to her.
But the message is clear. She's going away.
Oh Mac, you've done more than the majority of people would do. You are a good person. I'm sure she adores you for that.
Ugh, yuck. *hugs*
Ugh, yuck. *hugs*
I really hope so. She might be hating me for taking her to the vet and leaving her there.
I don't want to go home, I just don't. If it wasn't for Macmac I wouldn't. I even forgot to give her food and clean her water today. I better hug the shit out of her tonight, if I don't burst into tears like every time I get home and Meerkat isn't there.
Why can't they just live as long as we do?
Isn't this a tragedy? Just because they're smaller, they live shorter.
2.5 years in the streets, we became so close. We would sit in my car and I would pet her every day for the last year.
She didn't last 2 months at our home.
If I could, I would gladly give one of my kidneys to her.
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nukes
I Eat Buttholes Raw
Last night, I had to let her go. She probably wasn't going to make it into morning.
Now I understand what you mean by "when the pain was too much" @nukes
I knew what I had to do when I saw her. I told her that we were created in the cores of different stars, we met on this rock. We can meet again.
My star dust is no more...
Now I understand what you mean by "when the pain was too much" @nukes
I knew what I had to do when I saw her. I told her that we were created in the cores of different stars, we met on this rock. We can meet again.
My star dust is no more...