GAY ITT: I explain to you why Kiki...

[plot]

you might as well tell us all about it now to help the healing... before casper tells us.


so your dad molested you... not surprised since, well, you know. canadian.

 

[APRIL]

sometimes i stay up for days
sometimes i sleep for days
sometimes i cant find the will to get out of bed and even feed my kiko (i have help now)

i have had some major childhood traumas and for what ever reason they have kinda started getting in my head NOW..
i dont get it either... i read a lot about my disorder and i try to have "up' days and "positive" thinking.. but sometimes my mind trails off and the dark cloud appears and back i go into my little shell of hell

Do you think (perhaps unconsciously) that now that you have a child that you will not be able to protect him from the trauma you went through as a child?

 

[plot]

Do you think (perhaps unconsciously) that now that you have a child that you will not be able to protect him from the trauma you went through as a child?

what the fuck, this isn't useless. take it somewhere else dr. drew.

 

[APRIL]

what the fuck, this isn't useless. take it somewhere else dr. drew.

:smack: It's Dr. Ape to you, mister.

Want some pain pills?

 

[plot]

:smack: It's Dr. Ape to you, mister.

Want some pain pills?

meh. i got someone for that stuff already.


my dr. dad is awesome.

 

[plot]

perhaps. there are so many issues and i want so bad for him to grow up with a semi normal mom.. not a nutcase

all moms are nutcases. growing up with a seminormal one would make a kid completely insane.

 

[APRIL]

perhaps. there are so many issues and i want so bad for him to grow up with a semi normal mom.. not a nutcase

As long as you love him, he will love you no matter what. You're not a nut-case either! You are someone with painful memories and those memories keep revisiting your thoughts. No one gets over memories like that, they just learn to confront and suppress them over time. Anyone that has gone through what you have gone through would be feeling the same feelings that you are now. Don't feel like you are alone.

I'm not good at this. Where is Thorn when we need her?

 

[Casper]

Ooookay. So since this thread has gone Oprah I'd just like to say that I was put up to making this thread.

 

[APRIL]

thank u april. that was perfect.

I'll need a cig after that.

Ooookay. So since this thread has gone Oprah I'd just like to say that I was put up to making this thread.

...and you smell like a wet dog.

 

[Casper]

I'll need a cig after that.


...and you smell like a wet dog.

Your pussy smells like a wet dog.

 

[kiwi]

Your pussy smells like a wet dog.

That's just cause there really is a dog in there, and it's only natural that a dog stuck in a vagina is a little wet.

 

[APRIL]

THERE IS NOT A WET DOG IN MY PUSSY!

 

[APRIL]

Trust me, I just checked.

 

[Casper]

Ape, we all know you got the monopoly on wet dog.

Zac can confirm.

 

[Casper]

This thread is getting seriouz! I had no idea that daddy rape Ape.

Rape Ape.
Rape Ape.

 

[APRIL]

I never liked to wear my diaper.

 

[Dory Berkowitz-Bukowski]

It got a bit mushy in here. Gross.

 

[tre]

she was a 5 yr old tart! always teasing...

 

[Mean Mr. Mustard]

It got a bit mushy in here. Gross.

appropriate thread tag applied

 

[APRIL]

God damnit Tre.