thanks. i love you!
i think it’s different this time cuz it wasn’t MY place and i didn’t kick him out like i have the ones before him.
i left. i took my child and my dog and a back pack of clothes and our laptops. that’s it. i left everything behind.
so the “starting over from zero” is more of a challenge during a pandemic and having an illness than being upset over him and the relationship. i don’t have the time or luxury to cry or be upset about the bullshit, i just gotta make shit happen for me and kiko. i’ll cry later