I actually understand the sentiment, I just couldn't bring myself to this time. there is a thing people can do, collectively or individually, where if they avoid really witnessing something, they cannot truly fathom the depravity, and don't treat it as the horror it is. there is something to be said for forcing yourself to witness. that said, I also understand knowing that you, personally, cannot at this time handle watching it and that's where I'm at. I know the world is fucking terrible and I know white supremacists and fascists are violent scum, so I don't need this as some wake-up call or whatever. I'll probably watch it at some point, but today is not that day for me.
In part of the manifesto he says one of his (many) goals is to further divide and eventually balkanize the United States over the 2nd amendment issue thereby reducing our global influence and putting an end to the "melting pot pipe dream", lol.