AH - your "wandering eye" issue. That will always be trouble, you should get some counseling on that. You are dealing with a double case of dynamite(him) but YOUR hands(pussy) are unsteady.The only accident is that my heart wants to not go along with my family life.
The little kid singing "I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus" understood this shit. Nobody gets around it, nobody gets a pass.