Its been established already that I have several times, and its gone from very much not worth the trouble that occured afterwards, to just finishing to get it over with since it wasn't working. Frankly I feel gypped because as I said, (but no one seems to have read) she was basically just there taking it. I doubt any of you would like it if the person you are with wasn't really participating would you?
Maybe it would be better if I was in love, but I wasn't and there is absolutely zero chances of that happening any time soon. I'll say it again, its overrated.