Ontopic Health Thread: post your AIDS, diseases and infekshunz here.

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Most likely acute angina. Not to be confused with a cute vagina. My dad lived with congestive heart failure for 20 years before it killed him. Take the nitro.

That’s another source of confusion for me. Angina, coronary disease. My arteries appear to be fine and unblocked, but my heart has “significant damage” according to the angioplasty, ultrasound, and electrical scans. I have another scan coming soon, I can’t remember what. Low dose CT, PET, I can’t remember.

My brains are also fucked, or were while in the hospital. I had forgotten I had an ultrasound for a week then it all came back.

I’m pretty sure I didn’t get ass raped while I was there. Pretty, pretty, p r e t t y sure.
 

thintoast

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Stemming from what?
My mom dying when I was 3. Old enough to know she's gone and young enough to not really understand any of it. Years of living with the thought that she's never coming back and knowing that while it's not my fault and had ZERO to do with me at all, still feeling abandoned. One day she's here and the next day she's gone forever. I think this then impacted my social development because I was afraid that once I connected with someone, they would abandon me as well.
 

Mr. Asa

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My mom dying when I was 3. Old enough to know she's gone and young enough to not really understand any of it. Years of living with the thought that she's never coming back and knowing that while it's not my fault and had ZERO to do with me at all, still feeling abandoned. One day she's here and the next day she's gone forever. I think this then impacted my social development because I was afraid that once I connected with someone, they would abandon me as well.
Yup. That can do it.

That sucks, man. Hopefully you're getting treatment?
 

thintoast

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Yup. That can do it.

That sucks, man. Hopefully you're getting treatment?
Just started actually. I've had the last 8 months to think about myself and why I'm unhappy, why I have no drive to do anything, why I feel like life is happening TO me instead of me living it, among other things. I've been to therapy before but I've never gone into it with such an introspective mindset, so hopefully this time is the real deal.
 

nukes

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Just started actually. I've had the last 8 months to think about myself and why I'm unhappy, why I have no drive to do anything, why I feel like life is happening TO me instead of me living it, among other things. I've been to therapy before but I've never gone into it with such an introspective mindset, so hopefully this time is the real deal.
Sorry.