i am the most uncreative person in the kitchen. i hate cooking because it does not come natural to me. i can, in no way, just come up with something to eat. i can't put this and this together and it make sense. food does not make sense to me. i would not ever be the one to put peanut butter and jelly together, or whatever the combinations. i just don't get it.
i also don't have a great taste for food. i couldn't tell you what's in a dish, and i can't pick out ingredients even when told they're in there. it's just not an easy thing for me, this cooking thing.
the talk about egg whites and folding and consistencies and all that does not ring a bell. i am the one that HAS to rigidly follow a recipe, and even with one, i can't just add another thing or two. doesn't cross my mind.
gah. i fucking hate cooking.