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Maureen got a Botox injections in the center of her lip that makes it look like a talking clit..
Please post the pov here first, but only if you take it all, no spitting.
 
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so this past summer i relapsed BIG TIMEEEE
and was a pile of garbage and a mess.
😔

anyways it was a super struggle trying to get back on track and i’m happy to report that i finally (re)start therapy next week and my support system has been great and i can’t imagine my life with out them.

i recognize my triggers and i’m working on better handling them.

i also started yoga again last week and have reduced my work load for a bit, so i hired and assistant which has been working out great (she’s mexican!)

if i had one wish it would be to be soooo strong and never relapse again, oh and for my dad to be alive again. so 2 wishes

i always feel better telling you guys for some fucked up reason.
 
so this past summer i relapsed BIG TIMEEEE
and was a pile of garbage and a mess.
😔

anyways it was a super struggle trying to get back on track and i’m happy to report that i finally (re)start therapy next week and my support system has been great and i can’t imagine my life with out them.

i recognize my triggers and i’m working on better handling them.

i also started yoga again last week and have reduced my work load for a bit, so i hired and assistant which has been working out great (she’s mexican!)

if i had one wish it would be to be soooo strong and never relapse again, oh and for my dad to be alive again. so 2 wishes

i always feel better telling you guys for some fucked up reason.

good for you!

Instead of the "I'm never going to again" thing, I try to live by the "what am i doing today to make sure I don't" way. Seems easier.
 
so this past summer i relapsed BIG TIMEEEE
and was a pile of garbage and a mess.
😔

anyways it was a super struggle trying to get back on track and i’m happy to report that i finally (re)start therapy next week and my support system has been great and i can’t imagine my life with out them.

i recognize my triggers and i’m working on better handling them.

i also started yoga again last week and have reduced my work load for a bit, so i hired and assistant which has been working out great (she’s mexican!)

if i had one wish it would be to be soooo strong and never relapse again, oh and for my dad to be alive again. so 2 wishes

i always feel better telling you guys for some fucked up reason.
I'm pretty proud of you.
 
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so this past summer i relapsed BIG TIMEEEE
and was a pile of garbage and a mess.
😔

anyways it was a super struggle trying to get back on track and i’m happy to report that i finally (re)start therapy next week and my support system has been great and i can’t imagine my life with out them.

i recognize my triggers and i’m working on better handling them.

i also started yoga again last week and have reduced my work load for a bit, so i hired and assistant which has been working out great (she’s mexican!)

if i had one wish it would be to be soooo strong and never relapse again, oh and for my dad to be alive again. so 2 wishes

i always feel better telling you guys for some fucked up reason.
Its accountability. And you're not telling us you fucked up, you're telling us that you're back on track. You're rightfully proud that you're doing the right shit and want to tell someone.

Also, good job, this shit is hard, and will likely to continue to be hard for many many years to come.
 
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There really is something to that one day at a time thing.

I haven’t had a drink yet today. I have no intention to drink today. We’ll see about tomorrow when it gets here.

That has worked on me for everything except nicotine, but that’s because I’m nurturing that vice like a little, sweet baby and I’m it’s mommy and just try to take my kid grrrrrrr
 
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There really is something to that one day at a time thing.

I haven’t had a drink yet today. I have no intention to drink today. We’ll see about tomorrow when it gets here.

That has worked on me for everything except nicotine, but that’s because I’m nurturing that vice like a little, sweet baby and I’m it’s mommy and just try to take my kid grrrrrrr
I quit smoking almost a year ago now bc of being pregnant and I still think about it/miss it almost every day (but at least I've stopped dreaming about it)
 
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