so this past summer i relapsed BIG TIMEEEE
and was a pile of garbage and a mess.
anyways it was a super struggle trying to get back on track and i’m happy to report that i finally (re)start therapy next week and my support system has been great and i can’t imagine my life with out them.
i recognize my triggers and i’m working on better handling them.
i also started yoga again last week and have reduced my work load for a bit, so i hired and assistant which has been working out great (she’s mexican!)
if i had one wish it would be to be soooo strong and never relapse again, oh and for my dad to be alive again. so 2 wishes
i always feel better telling you guys for some fucked up reason.